ok seriously.
some people said that i'm crazy to leave "the company". this was due to several reasons:
1. i got an increment 2 months ago (and a big one too!)
2. i hold a senior position (as in, i have staff to boss around and they have no choice but to listen to me..hahaha)
3. i made great, wonderful, wacky friends there (i'm soooo gonna miss them..especially gie and dils, yang sama mancut like me)
but i have to go.
it's unhealthy to stay.
TOXIC.
i just wish they could understand. it's not alwaayys about the fame or fortune. i mean, yea money is important but it's not EVERYTHING.
oh, i had this conversation with someone from the past and he said "sheemi, you're so so stupid. money IS everything. you cakap senang la..u pompuan.. lelaki kena cari duit banyak2.. happy ke, tak happy ke, we have to work and find money. with money comes power. without money you're nothing."
hello.. like, duh.. obviously we need money to survive la. i'm not saying that i tak nak keje or tak nak cari duit. i love money. money's good. all i'm saying is, i don't believe that money can buy happiness. and i'm saying, i won't compromise my happiness just for the sake of nak mengejar kekayaan. i'm happy being comfortable (does that make sense?)
i'd rather earn less and yet be sincerely happy in doing something that i truly enjoy, rather than earn tons of money but my heart's not in it and the misery slowly eats me up inside..
(kesudahannya ialah the guy who said that i'm so so stupid for not wanting to be rich, adalah belum lagi menjadi kaya raya. mungkin satu hari nanti lah kot. but he definitely has got more money than me, that's for sure..
and yet, he acknowledges the fact that he is not happy, especially since i'm no longer with him..hahaha.. and in fact, he was happier when i was around.. and now it's just too little too late because i met someone who's not rich pun but can make me laugh all day and has a good heart and rajin and pembersih and loves his parents and family so very much and loves me for who i am and understands me like no one else can and i'm really really really happy, like, if there was a competition for The Happiest Person On The Planet, i'd win hands down..so ya, i'm kazillion mazillion times happier than the guy who's got more money to throw around...)
(amik nafas jap..)
oh well. enough of the bla bla.
:: peace out
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4 comments:
money is not everything. but it pays the engagement ring. lalala. :P
huh? tak faham la.. apa kena mengena with what i wrote?
do u need my advice/consultation in picking out an engagement ring? ;p
oh ya, sekarang mega sale..sampai 2nd september.. cepat2 sebelum terlambat..potongan harga menarik menanti anda!!
hehehehee..
die wat lawak jer tue sheemi!!
mmg suka cam2.. comment benda yg tak berkait..
Alhamdulillah.. read and felt, a correction has to be made, how do u think im not happy? im certainly happy now.. happier than before.. i think we shouldnt publicise what is in the PAST..
and well the money has paid your tuition fees, pvs and bvs, pangkat, and ur fame ( once upon a time ).. take it in the positive way Sheemi.. i dont think people will any grudges if they learn from their mistake, not by publicising ur ketidakpuashati..
stop blaming others, learn from mistakes, and enjoy ur life with the love ones.. im happy for u, and i hope u wud feel the same way to..
regards..
pemalas, pengotor, tak sayang mak bapak...
and p/s : i never ask u to be rich.. misconception indeed..
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