budaya keje.. owwhhhh..

i remember about 2 months ago..
a head of a department expressed his..umm..opinion..at our new employee orientation program at work.

in a nutshell, he thinks people from non-clinical departments (Marketing, Corporate Comm, etc) are not important. (by the way, i work in a hospital)
yeah, true enough, compared to the docs and nurses la. but it could have been said in a more appropriate way, couldn't it?
he even said that what we do is not rocket science (implying that any moron can do what i do ke?)

what a way to make new people feel welcome, especially coming from the HEAD OF HR!!

i feel like i'm working with a bunch of... ummm.. errr... aaaa...

sighh... sampai tak boleh nak describe!

most of them are still in the old school mentality..and things move at a slow pace.. and everyone works like robots..clock in at 9, pukul 4.30 dah standby to go home.. and buat keje semata-mata for the sake of buat keje.. not much thought put into it..

nevertheless, i'm trying to adapt to the corporate culture of suck-ups, internal politics, gossip mongers, people who give you 'the look' just because you're very trendy & fashionable...

but..

i guess it's not challenging enough for me kot? (even when things get damn busy + hectic)

it's just work. not pushing my limits, not challenging my intellectual prowess, not fully utilizing my skills and talents.

what a waste.

(i probably won't last even an hour in government sector..haiihhh)

voice inside my head #1: hey, as long as it pays the bills, who's complaining? be grateful sheemi..

I AM! I AM! grrr...

voice inside my head #2: but i'm really looking forward to creating a shoe empire and propelling it to greater heights..

"want a pair of Jimmy Choos?
go a step further.. get Sheemi Shoes.."

see.. i even got the tagline that RHYMES!! (hahaha...thanks Steph & Miha!)

well, patience is virtue. sabor le..
.

sleepiness..

the time is 1.40 am

i'm still in the office..and i don't know what time i'm going home..

i have to be in the office later at 8 am..for a kick-ass presentation..




sigghh..

(repeat mantra: i love my job..i love my job..)

the same story

i don't get it.. i love my job..
a lot of people would kill for my job..really..

but the PAWs (People At Work).. are just downright infuriating..

why can't i be patient and understand that some people are slower than others.. (tapi bodoh sombong ego berlagak pandai and macam bagus)

why am i easily annoyed by eager beavers.. (yang kaki kipas boss)

why can't i stand that person who thinks she's hip and happening (tapi sebenarnya dah tua tak sedar diri)

i am so irritated! cannot tahan la like this... huhuhu..

and the best part is that i have the most absolutely cool boss..

sighh.. we just can't have it all, can we?

have you seen my thunder? it's stolen.

sometimes i wonder..

why some people just tak boleh tengok orang lain senang.. for once just let me have MY MOMENT la ok!

SELFISH!! OBNOXIOUS!!

grr.. grr.. grr...

stealing my thunder!

that's why i'm wearing red kebaya today.. with blue jeans..

just another fashion statement

oh well.. can't help bitching..

my mr. tuichi.. i love you..thank you for listening and being a true partner by participating in all my whining & griping sessions..you are the best! that's why i'm getting married to you and not anyone else and that's why i know you are THE ONE.

coz you can put up with my nonsense.. hee hee hee..

early retirement?

oh man.. it's been quite a while..

work takes up a lot of my time.. sheesh..events and advertising are soooo not my kinda thing anymore..

i retire!

now.. what do i really wanna do?